Sugar & Diesel

Who said this was supposed to be easy
Silence, I hear my heart beating
You make it look so easy
Forbidden fruit, want to reach for it
Squeeze the juice out and bleed it
Break the skin up and peel it
I'm someone else around people
(Please don't make me do something evil)
Lick my lips and eat it
We don't mix together
Sugar and diesel
More, more, got to have it
No more, I can't handle it
No one gets to heaven
Uh oh, that's embarrassing
Oops, no, something happened
Someone please call an ambulance
More, more, got to have it
No more, I can't handle it
(True friend)
What's this feeling, what do I call it?
I can't stop thinking, I don't talk about it
Sometimes I don't look where I'm walking
God play tricks on me and I fall for it
Guess I'm sorry, it's my fault
I could have stopped whenever I wanted
Take what you want, I don't want this
A part of me became toxic
Got to get a grip, got to stop it
Got to breathe poisonous oxygen
I can't eat, but it's nothing
Can't go to sleep, but it's nothing
Always something, but it's nothing
Out of nowhere, into nothing
I can't stop it, it's compulsive
Someone do something
I brought the bag out like it's nothing
Out of nowhere, into nothing (new)
Don't tell anyone
Keep my mouth shut or I spill out my guts
Oh, pretty please with sugar on top
I can stop whenever I want
More, more, got to have it
No more, can't handle it
No one gets to heaven
Uh oh, that's embarrassing
Oops, no, something happened
Someone please call a ambulance
No more, got to have it
No more, I can't handle it
I can't have it
No more, can't handle it
No, no, can't have it
No more, I can't handle it
No, no, can't have it
No more, I can't handle it
No more, I can't handle it