i hope u see this

u see me, right through me
你于我右方 看见了我
laid all my feelings right on the table
将我一切情绪 一并谈吐于桌
maintain a smile, but i'm barely stable
保持微笑 但我却很难做到
nearly lost who i was tryna get even
近乎要迷失自我 甚至有尽力如此
tried to change who i was still it don’t please them
极尽全力 想要改变自身 可这却也未能愉悦他们
on the low they put me down, tore me to pieces
我处于最低阶 他们将我贬低数落 又把我撕成碎片
now they want to come around, i don't need em
而现今他们想要舔我 可我不需要他们
all of the doors i left wide open
所有的门我都四敞大开
always seem to let me down down left me broken,
总似乎是想将我贬低 留我一人 支零破碎
it’s time to close it, already closing
现在是时候关闭这些门了 正在关闭他们
i hope u think bout me when u hear this,
我希望当你听见这句话 能够想起我
i hope u feel my scars when u see it
我希望当你看见时 能够理解我的伤疤
i hope u see this
我希望你看到了这个
i hope u see this life is worth living
我希望你能看到生活的乐趣
i hope u live out all of ur dreams
我希望你能够 不再痴痴幻想
i hope u see this
我希望你看到
i hope u see this
我希望你看到了
i hope u see this
我希望你看到了