Salt In The Wound

I want to disappear
我想要消失，消失的无影无踪
Far from the folks I know
远离那些我认识的人

我想知道
I want to get an answer
我为什么要来到这世上

没有人可以回答我
To why I was even born
这个问题困扰了我的一生

残酷的竞争摧残着我
No one here can tell me
我在刀刃的边缘挣扎着

这儿是哪儿？我为什么会在这儿？我要做什么？
What's been haunting me all my life
这就是我想证明的？

如果我的脑袋里存在一个上帝
Well this rat race has left me limping
那么也一定存在一个恶魔

我要怎样才能区分他们？
Cause I balanced on the edge of the edge of the knife
当这两个人同时在我的脑中争辩
Why am I here? Oh what should I do?
或许上帝从未变过，他一直都在那里
Well is this the point I'm trying to prove?
而真正的恶魔是我自己

我扔掉身上的枷锁
If there's a god in my head
告诉我自己我要自由

枷锁——它真的存在吗？
Then there's a devil too
存在在我的脑中吗？

好吧， 我什么都不愿想，只想躺在床上发呆
How can I tell the difference
生活的确有它存在的意义

多年来，我装作太阳
When they both claim to be true
盗贼和牧师都来劫掠我

因为我在人们的头上挂了许多的帽子
Maybe God is God
现在我敞开心扉

听从风的讯息
Maybe the Devil is me
没错，我知道这只是徒劳

但这就是我在这世界上拥有的全部
Well I just throw my chains on
从山上俯视

对着月亮咆哮
And tell myself that I'm free
曾经的泪水从未流入伤口，为何我又如此之痛

世界是如此的温柔又残酷
Chains - are they really there?
即使没有你我，它也依旧如此美丽

Is this just in my head?

Well I'll just stay in bed

Life sure has its meaning

Over years I have postured the sun

Thieves and preachers robbed me

For many hat that I've hung

Now with my heart wide open

I listen to the wind just for a word

Sure, I know it's futile

But that's all I have in this world

To look down from the hill

And howl at the moon

All the tears I cried never salted any wounds

Well the earth is so tender and cruel

Well if you're not there it's still so beautiful