Miso & Memories

Tell me, have you ever loved someone so much
告诉我，你是否曾经如此深爱过一个人
That your drug of choice becomes their touch?
以至于Ta的触摸取代了你选的毒品
Tell me, do you always put yourself to blame
告诉我，你总是把一切归咎于自己吗？
Tryna maintain, tryna relight the flame?
想要维持下去，想试着重新点燃爱情之火

I fell right apart right in front of her door
就在她门前，我感觉形同陌路
She texted me "what are you here for?"
她给我发短信：“你来这里干什么？”
Baby, I ain't no matador
亲爱的，我不是斗牛士
When the stakes get high I drop to the floor
赌注一高，就会倒在地上

Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
在夜晚我用喝酒来消磨时间
Falling in and out of love to stay alive
用深陷爱情和失恋让自己看上去活着
I always chase a high I know I'll never find
我总是在追逐我知道永远也找不到的快感
Why is she still on my mind?
为什么我还在想她

Why is she still on my mind?
为什么我还在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
为什么我还在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
为什么我还在想她？

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道这只是场表演吗
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生有高潮也有低谷，坚持住吧
Last fall, I fell again, for a somber girl
去年秋天我爱上了一个忧郁的女孩
Somber til the end
忧郁到分手的最后

Words left unsaid circle round my head
未出口的话在我脑海盘旋
As the curtains closed so did her act end
当帷幕落下——她的表演结束了
Filled with dread over what comes next
我内心里充满了对未来的恐惧
As memories fade to gray
而这些记忆又渐渐黑白

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道这只是场表演吗
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生有高潮也有低谷，坚持住吧
Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道这只是场表演吗
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生有高潮也有低谷，所以坚持住吧

I'm holding on to yesterday
对昨日紧抓不放
Stuck in a haze, morally depraved
深陷阴霾，道德堕落
Memories of her feed me feelings I crave
对她的记忆满足着我渴望的感情
She won't even look my ****ing way
不过她连看都不看我一眼

Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
在夜晚我用喝酒来消磨时间
Falling in and out of love to stay alive
用深陷爱情和失恋让自己看上去活着
I always chase a high I know I'll never find
我总是在追逐我知道永远也找不到的快感
Why is she still on my mind?
为什么她还在想她

Why is she still on my mind?
为什么我还在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
为什么我还在想她...
Why is she still on my mind?
为什么我还在想她？

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道这只是一场表演吗
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生总有高潮和低谷，坚持住吧

Don't you know this is all a show
你不知道这只是一场表演吗
And with highs come lows, so hold on
人生总有高潮和低谷，所以坚持住吧
Last fall, I fell again, for a somber girl
去年秋天我爱上了一个忧郁的女孩
Somber til the end
忧郁到分手的最后

Now all I got are these memories
现在我只有这些回忆
Heart on my sleeve, I'm bleeding deep
我很坦诚，我的心现在流血不止
Over miso soup cut with celery
我看着味增汤和切芹菜
She told me that she loved me
仿佛看到了她在告诉我，她爱我

Now all I got are these melodies
现在我只剩下这些回忆了
Are in my dark perfect remedy
这就是我的黑暗疗法吧——
Up on Adderall, chasing dopamine
去服用阿德拉、多巴胺（都是治疗精神疾病的药）......
I'm letting go, let go with me
我要走了。让我走吧。