Happy Ending (Sad Version)

Last three weeks have been
过去三个星期
Kinda different here
生活翻天覆地
But still feel the same
但心境不曾变迁
I'm so exhausted by
我已精疲力竭
Drawn out distances
疏远距离 拉长战线
It's a waiting game
这场游戏 名为等待
Wish I could bottle up what I have felt in all those years
我多希望尘封这些年来压抑的情感
Or put them in a frame
或是让它们各得其所
Now we're in September
此刻九月到来
And I dream of what I fear
而我噩梦不断
Couldn't stop this train
这辆列车已经失控
We always knew that we wanted a happy ending
我们也曾对美好结局满怀期待
But I won't grow if I don't move on
但若止步不前 永远不会蜕变
A part of me will always come back again
重蹈覆辙虽不可避免
But a part of me has to carry on
但我仍要勇往直前
I gotta carry on
昂首阔步
I gotta carry on
勇往直前
If things were so clear
如果一切已成定局
My mind would still be here
我也仍会坚定不移
But you know it's not
但你知道事实并非如此
Will I just regret
我会后悔吗
What I don't do now
为我此时的犹豫不决
I'm scared of that thought
那样的念头让我不安
Wish I could bottle up what I have felt in all those years
多希望尘封这些年来压抑的情感
Or put them in a frame
或是让它们各得其所
Now we're in September
此刻九月到来
And I dream of what I fear
而我噩梦不断
Couldn't stop this train
这辆列车已经失控
We always knew that we wanted a happy ending
我们都曾对美好结局满怀期待
But I won't grow if I don't move on
但若止步不前 永远不会蜕变
A part of me will always come back again
重蹈覆辙虽不可避免
But a part of me has to carry on
至少我必须勇往直前
I gotta carry on
昂首阔步
I gotta carry on
勇往直前