Twin Lakes

I open my eyes up
There's somebody sleeping in the bed next to mine
But I don't recognize them
Couple nurses coming in the room to check on me
And maybe shed light tell me where I am
My legs are too long for this twin size bed
She said I need rest, time to take my meds
It's gonna be a long thirty days ahead
I went for my phone
But it's gone
She said the staff searched everything I own
They confiscate my razor, my cologne
They made me sign a waiver, I can't call home
So now I'm praying to the light on the fire alarm
Thinking to myself "Look what I've become"?
The tears on my face taste like alcohol
I'm crawled up in a ball, fighting my withdrawals
I was staring in the mirror and the man I saw was a part of the wrong I've done
And It never been as clear as it is right now I was powerless all life lone
I'm ready for recovery
Trying on to break these chains
Ready for recovery
Trying to escape twin lakes
It's Six AM
And I don't got an appetite for breakfast, I can't make friends
Cuz I don't think that I know who I am yet
I flick my cigarette ash, I'm scared of talking group
A girl across the room is saying how she got abused
Younger kids are laughing like its funny, I am not amused
I need to mind my business, that's the type of attitude I'm trying to lose
Told my counselor
I think that I fell out of love of living, I drink Crown by the
Gallon jug, and an ounce of f**k is giving, buzz without the fun
Now I'm just a violent drunk, and If I don't want to get sober
Then its all over, I just hope my higher power shows forgiveness
Victim, murders, drug abuse of life I live
Lose my mind and then another suicide attempt
So return my willing life forfeited you to drive again
I'm just hoping I got time to undo the wrong I did
I was staring in the mirror and the man I saw was a part of the wrong I've done
And It never been as clear as it is right now I was powerless all life lone
I'm ready for recovery
Trying on to break these chains
Ready for recovery
Trying to escape twin lakes
It's never too late