Dudey

They ask me am I okay, they ask me if I'm happy
他们问我还好吗，问我开心吗
Are they asking me that because of the s**t thats been thrown at me
他们这么问是因为这突如其来的打击吗？
Or am I just a little snappy and they genuinely care
还是因为他们真地不忍心看我闷闷不乐
Dudey, most of my life its just been me and you there
便便，我大多数时间都是和你混在一起
And I continuously stare at pictures of you
现在却只剩下你的照片陪着我
I never got to say I love you as much as I wanted to, but I do
尽管我很想，但我从未袒露心声，对你说我爱你
Yeah, I say it now when you can't hear me
我终于将它说出口，可你却听不见了
What the f**k good does that do me now
现在说出来我就能假装你没有发生意外吗？
But somehow I know you're near me in presence
不知道怎么回事，我总觉得你并没有离开我
Oh, I went and dropped some presents off for Easter to them
我给你两个孩子送了复活节礼物
Two little beautiful boy of yours to try to ease their minds a little
想安抚他们痛苦的内心
And dawg, you'll never believe this
伙计，你可能不会相信
But Sharonda actually talks to me now, jesus
但Sharonda现在真的愿意和我说话了
And everyone else is just trying to pick up the pieces
天啊！每个人都在尽力学会重新坚强，回到生活的正轨
Man, how could you touch so many ******* lives and just leave us
你怎么能感染这么多人却又一走了之？
They say grievance has a way of affecting everyone different
人们都说这世间悲伤没有感同身受
If it's true
如果真是这样
How the f**k am I supposed to get over you
我又该怎么面对你的离去呢？
Difficult as it sounds, dudey
说着容易做起来难
I drop a tear in the rhyme
便便，我在这首歌里落下了一滴泪
The day you find it is the day I stop missing Deshan
你找到它那天，我就会释怀，不再思念你
Holton, it was written, it was weoven for a soldier to leave so suddenly
一个战士的突然离去已成无法改写的事实
Got me wide open
我还不敢相信
How could God take a soul so d**e and
上帝怎能带走这么精彩的灵魂转身离去
Turn around, leave us all heartbroken
独留我们痛彻心扉
Know that you're saying, keep going, be a man, no emotion
我知道你一定会说“向前看，坚强点，不要为我难过，这是你的责任”
It's your duty, till we meet again, dudey
我们会再见的，便便
Dudey, that's what we'd call each other
“便便”—我们这么叫对方
I don't know where it came from but it just stuck with us
我也不知道这是从哪来的，但它就一直跟着我俩
We was always brothers
我们亲如手足
Never thought about each other's skin colours
从未留意过彼此的黑白肤色
'Til one day we was walking up the block in the summer
直到某个夏天我们沿着街区走
It was like 90 degrees, I was catching a sunburn
可能有90华氏度吧，我觉得自己要被晒伤了
Tryin' to walk under the trees just to get me some comfort
想要走在树荫下，能凉快一点儿
I'm moanin', I just wanna get home and I look over and your shirt is off
我一直在不停地抱怨，只想早点回到家，我看见你脱下了短袖
I'm like "You're gonna fry", you're like "No, I won't. I'm black, stupid!
我说“你会被烤焦的”，你说“不会的，我是黑人，你个傻瓜！
And black people they got melatonin in their skin
黑人的皮肤有黑激素—我们不会被晒伤”
We dont burn". Meanwhile my face is glowing, and I feel like I'm on fire
听了这话我窘得满脸通红，浑身发烫
And the entire time you're laughing at me
你就一直笑话我
And snapping at me with your shirt, bastard
还用短袖打我，混蛋
And I still have to get you back for that s**t
尽管热得要死，我不得不还手打回去
And by the way them playboy rings my mother stole from you, well nate finally got them back
对了，你的花花公子戒指是我妈偷的，Nate最后把它们要回来了
S**t, that must've been at least 16 years ago
唉，这是至少16年前的事儿了吧
Well I put them in your cask-ah moving past it
我把戒指放在你的棺…算了，不说这个了
It still ain't registered yet
我仍不愿相信你已这样离开
But you can bet, your legacy they'll never forget
你放心，我们不会忘了你留下的精神财富
The motor-city motown, hip hop vet, Hip Hop Shop, dreads, it dont stop there
底特律，汽车城，嘻哈大师，Hip Hop Shop, 脏辫，那儿的一切都在继续
Yeah, as difficult as it sounds
可是我该怎么忘掉你呢？
Dudey
便便
I drop a tear in the rhyme
我在这首歌里落下了一滴泪
The day you find it is the day I stop missing Deshan
你找到它那天，我就会释怀，不再思念你
Holton, it was written, it was weoven for a soldier to leave so suddenly
一个战士的突然离去已成无法改写的事实
Got me wide open
我还不敢相信
How could God take a soul so d**e and
上帝怎能带走这么精彩的灵魂转身离去
Turn around, leave us all heartbroken
独留我们痛彻心扉
Know that you're saying, keep going, be a man, no emotion
我知道你一定会说“向前看，坚强点，不要为我难过，这是你的责任”
It's your duty, till we meet again, dudey
我们会再见的，便便
And this may sounds a little strange but I'ma tell it
这听起来可能有点儿别扭，但是我要说出来
I found a jacket that you left at my wedding, I picked it up to smell it
我找到了你忘在我婚礼上的夹克，我把它拿起来闻了闻
I wrapped it up in plastic, until I put it in glass, and hang it up in the hallway so I can always look at it
用塑料袋包起来，后来又放进玻璃框里，把它挂在走廊上，以便想你的时候能看见你
And as for all and me in D-12 we feel like f**k rap
至于我们，我和D12想放弃说唱
It feels like our general just f***ing died in our lap
因为我们的将军就这样死在了我们面前
We shut off all our pages, all our cell numbers, our chains, our 2-ways
我们关掉了所有的寻呼机，换掉了所有的号码
Are in the trash, so some cats'll have to find a new way
另一个人格萎靡不振，所以我们不得不另寻出路
And I know that it feels like the dreams will die with you today
我知道，我们共同拥有的梦想也会随你而去
But the truth is, they're all still here and you ain't
但事实上，我们都在这里，唯独你缺席了
Purple Gang, you gotta keep pressing on, don't ever give up your dream
Purple Gang,你们要继续坚持下去啊，千万别放弃梦想
Dawg, I got love for you all
兄弟，我爱你们所有人
And dudey, its true you brought people together who never would been in the same room if it wasn't for you
便便，是你把本不可同处一室的人团结成一个队伍
You were the peace maker dudey, I know sometimes you were moody
你是我们的和事佬，便便，我知道有时候你也会有闹情绪
But you hated confrontation and truly hated the fueding
但你真的讨厌冲突和不休的争吵
But you were down for yours whenever it came to scrapping
可你却永远倒在了与别人的冲突之中
If it had to happen, it had to happen
如果一切都是命中注定，那任谁也无能为力
Believe me I know you're the one who taught me to throw them balls back on Dresden
在德累斯顿的时候，那个教会我被打了如何还手的人是你啊
From making cars to paintballin' and gettin' arrested
从用彩弹枪射击汽车然后被狼狈地抓起来
To sitting across from each other in cells, laughing and jesting
到呆在牢房里，互相取笑彼此
They tried to hit us for 5 years for that, no question
那些警察还想关我们5年，让他们做白日梦去吧
I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up didn't show up for court
我猜那些妓女和流浪汉应该没出席法庭
So we got off on a technicality, left sweating
所以我们就这样有惊无险地出来了
Me you and what's his face, I forgot his f***ing name
我，你，还有……他叫什么来着？我把他的名字忘了
Shame, he even came to your funeral, he betrayed our team
背叛了我们，他竟然还有脸来参加你的葬礼
And if I see him again I'ma punch him in the f***ing face
我以Hailie,Whitney和Alaina之名起誓
And that's on Hailie Jade, Whitney Laine and Alaina's name
如果再让我看见他，我一定一拳打烂他的脸
I let the pistol bang once, just to leak a shot in the air for you
我和Obie来到酒吧的停车场
And pour some liquor out with Obie in the parking lot
敬你一杯烈酒，向空中为你鸣枪
Of 54 just before we were supposed to get in cars to come and see you once more
然后启程奔赴葬礼去见你最后一面
Difficult as it sounds
我忘不掉你啊
Dudey
便便