have fun at ur party (but don't)

I'm picking away
Chipping away
Staying up late
Laying awake in my feelings
Are you coming home
Cause I'm all alone
Pretend I'm alright
Dreading the night till it's over
I hope that you have so much fun at your party
Dance all night drinking your coke and bacardi
Fνck being lonely, right?
Please don't forget to forget me tonight
Baby, I'm wondering the streets
2am wishing you were next to me
Baby, I'm sick of losing sleep
Now I'm breaking down in pieces
Cause I want you to want me
But you don't
(Please don't forget to forget me)
(I hope you have fun at ur party)
You're finally picking up
To tell me that I'm not enough
Fνck your excuses, they're getting ruthless
Tell you I'm fine, but I'm faking
I hope that you have so much fun at your party
Taking those pills, like you're down in miami
Fνck being lonely, right?
Please don't forget to forget me tonight
Baby, I'm wondering the streets
2am wishing you were next to me
Baby, I'm sick of losing sleep
Now I'm breaking down in pieces
Cause I want you to want me
But you don't
Wish you would call me tonight
But you don't
Crave the way my body feels
But you don't
Love me the way that I love you, cause
You don't want me the way that I want you
Hope you have fun at your party
But don't