no1 knows

I got a choker round my neck
Spun from the hairs upon your head
I'm letting go of every breath
But it won't kill me, no
Sent some bullets down my gut
Chased them with a double cup of mud
And when it's dry, you fill it up
But it won't kill me, no
I've been losing my mind
And pics of you I can't find
But they're somewhere under my unmade bed backed up on a busted hard drive
Searched your name up online
Til my phone burned holes in my eyes
Built a firewall from the lies installed that you're still mine
I'll open my chest so you know
I never wanted to let my heart go
But we've been hiding from God
Getting high in his garden, so
죽을 만큼 아파도
If you knew what's best, you would've left, too
I'm not good enough
나는 stupid ex from Houston, Texas
우리는 없어
Words fall off my tongue
But my mouth stays closed
So I hide my love
Where no one knows
Words fall off my tongue
But my mouth stays closed
And I'll stitch it shut
So no one knows
내 안에 숨어있는 너
네 안에 갇혀있는 나
헤어 나올 수가 없어
어제의 기억에서
아픈 만큼만
불안해하는 만큼만
너가 보고픈 만큼만
잠시만 보고 싶어
몇 번을 씻어내도 내 머릿속은
엉망이야 언제까지 이렇게 어지럽히고 내비 둘래
잊혀지지 않아 넌 거기 그대로
내 맘대로 욕 한대도 너는 할 말이 없어 그냥 그대로 babe
Words fall off my tongue
But my mouth stays closed
So I hide my love
Where no one knows
Words fall off my tongue
But my mouth stays closed
And I'll stitch it shut
So no one knows