west coast

Feel like I'm 45 but I turned 20 tonight
我认朝阳为迟暮
And I got a lot on my mind under the city lights
思绪在城市的灯光下汹涌
They say take a hit of this, it'll give you life
他们说拨开云雾见青天
I see my best friends, white powder on the counter every weekend
每周我看着我的挚友吸食那空虚
They're only sober for an hour
沉迷于虚幻，唯一的清醒也转瞬即逝
And I'm just waiting for this **** to end
这狗屁日子什么时候才能到头
Seek me, the Midwest to the west coast, west coast
伊甸园请以你的名字呼唤我
Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
试图抓住我曾经抛弃的灵魂，却找不到在哪丢弃的它
No one really gives a damn
谁又在乎灯红酒绿外的世外桃源呢
Maybe this life ain't right for me
或许我就该独立于世
Seek me, the Midwest to the west coast, west coast
乌托邦请以你的甘霖浇灌我
Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
试图抓住我曾经遗失的信仰，却找不到它存于在何方
No one really gives a damn
谁又注意肆意狂笑外的低声抽泣呢
Maybe this life ain't right for me
也许我就该格格不入
Girls stuck at 25, throwing up to keep a dress size
年轻的女孩们为了让裙子合身而吐出了食物
Big lips, fake tits, they get it right they say
丰唇，胶乳，她们并不觉得不妥
Take a hit of this, it'll give you life
他们说放下屠刀便成佛
And all they see is dollar signs,
他们的眼被金钱蒙蔽
that three-piece suit waiting for you to sign, on the dotted line
那套三件套的西装在等你在发票上签字
They want to see you do well just never better than them
他们见不得你比他们更优秀
Seek me, the Midwest to the west coast, west coast
伊甸园请以你的方向指引我
Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
试图坚持我最初的纯真，它却被世道玷污践踏蹂躏
No one really gives a damn
谁又在乎漫天烟火下的那片黑暗呢
Maybe this life ain't right for me
也许我就该孤独终老
Midwest to the west coast, west coast
伊甸园
Tryin' to hold on to my old soul, I don't know, no
试图保持我的那份天真，它却也变得与世同流合污
No one really gives a damn
没人在乎淫言秽语外的那声碎碎念
Maybe this life ain't right for me, no no
志不同道不合不相为谋
I've lost so much searching for myself
在寻找自我的路上我丢掉了太多东西
Too many books, is god real?
世人不知上帝是否真实存在于世
Just tell me you know
你的心中早已了然
I'm out of touch with how to feel
我已变得麻木
What's right or wrong
什么是对与错
I can't say that I really know
我不知
Cause I don't really know
又如何言