I'm Not Enough And I'm Sorry

I'm done feeling worthless imperfect
我受够了总去感受自己毫无意义的不完美
You hit me where it hurts
你给我的伤害让我的心作痛
You put the blade right on my wrist
就像是你用刀片紧贴着我的手腕
And slit until it spurts
用它撕裂我的皮肤
Out blood red dead
然后死亡般鲜红的血液喷涌而出
That's just how I'm feeling
这就是带给我的痛苦
You tell me that you love me
你跟我说你爱我
But there you go leaving
但是你却转身离去
Why are you so surprised?
你为什么要用这种方式让我惊喜？
You're a demon in disguise
因为你就是个伪装着的恶魔
These past two weeks all I been doing is crying
过去的两周我所做的仅有痛哭
Tired of putting all my effort
厌倦了我拼尽全力
But never receiving
却永远得不到你的回应
You tell me I'm a piece of ****
你跟我说我就是个垃圾
And that I really feel it
对 我就是个垃圾
I'm not enough and I'm sorry
对不起是我不够好
I really love you and I'm sorry
对不起是我太爱你
I struggle at showing and I'm sorry
对不起是我总是遮掩着我的爱
You pretend to smile and I'm sorry
对不起是我让你得挂着假笑
No no no
不 不应该是这样
I'm done feeling worthless imperfect
我受够了总去感受自己的毫无意义的不完美
You hit me where it hurts
你给我的伤害让我的心作痛
You put the blade right on my wrist
就好像你用刀片紧贴着我的手腕
And slit until it spurts
用它撕裂我的肌肤
Out blood red dead
然后死亡般鲜红的血液喷涌而出
That's just how I'm feeling
这就是你给我的痛苦
You tell me that you love me
你跟我说你爱我
But there you go leaving
但你却转身离去
Why are you so surprised?
你为什么要用这种方式让我惊喜？
You're a demon in disguise
因为你就是伪装着的恶魔
These past two weeks all I been doing is crying
过去的两周我所做的仅有痛哭
Tired of putting all my effort
厌倦了我拼尽全力
But never receiving
却永远得不到你的回应
You tell me I'm a piece of ****
你跟我说我就是个垃圾
And that I really feel it
对 我就是个垃圾
I'm not enough and I'm sorry
对不起是我不够好
I really love you and I'm sorry
对不起是我太爱你
I struggle at showing and I'm sorry
对不起是我总是遮掩着我的爱
You pretend to smile and I'm sorry
对不起是我让你得挂着假笑
No no no
不 不 不
No no no
不应该是这样