Ill Mind Six: Old Friend

I remember the first time you overdosed
你第一次吸过量的样子我久久难以忘怀【you指Hopsin的从童年以来的朋友Jesse 在Hopsin的歌曲Chris Dolmeth中也有提及】
A fucking overload on meth, paramedics saved your ass, you was close to ghost
过量的药物让你差点见上帝 还好那时医生救了你【meth 甲基苯丙胺】
You never did know which road to go
你不知道应该走上哪条人生路
It’s like you rode the boat and sailed away and hoped to hit the golden coast
你本已乘船航行在去往黄金海岸的航线上
But you sank like the Titanic
但你的船中途沉没就像泰坦尼克
The incident, it left your life damaged, and that’s when I panicked
这场让我恐慌的事故彻底毁了你的生活
You thought you had it locked,
你总认为这很正常没什么可大惊小怪的
well you ain’t on the right planet
但你这想法并不正确【planet文字游戏 plan it 呼应后一句的plan it】
If you’re trying to live your life right, plan it
如果你想好好地度过你的一生 就好好计划一下吧
It’s like your mind vanished, you don’t even know that
每次吸完药你都灵魂出窍一般的神志不清
I wish that we could go back,
我多想和你回到从前
cause it’s so sad when I tell jokes and you don’t laugh
因为现实真的很令人悲伤 无论我讲什么笑话你都再也笑不出来
Like you used to, I really hate to stress it, but you strange to mess with
看着你今日难以相处的样子 我必须着重说说你往日的模样
So I keep my distance, cause you always got this blank expression
看着你空白表情的脸 我只能和你保持距离
Like you’re confused and unaware of your surroundings
到现在你还对你的处境迷惑的毫无察觉
Emotions have gone and no one’s found it,
你的情感已被药品势不可挡的夺走
it’s overwhelming
这样下去没人能阻止你滑向深渊了
Your momma told you that drugs are bad
你妈妈苦口婆心的告诉你滥用药物是件坏事
But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass,
你却一句都听不进去直到你自食其果
now you understand
现在你该明白了吧！
Now you always look like you don’t know me
我们关系越来越差 你总是一副不认识我的样子
And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie
我恨这个世界 因为药物夺走了我的兄弟
(Give me back my homie, please come home)
把我的兄弟还给我 哥们快回家吧
I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to
我真想我俩和以前一样去邻街街区瞎晃
(Where’d you go?)
你要去哪？
I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future
我以前从我想过我最好的朋友未来会离我而去
But I was wrong
但我错了
I should’ve stopped you when I had the chance to do so
我本应该早就在适当的时候阻止你
But back then I had felt like that was too bold
但当时我却顾虑这样做太过无礼
You started hanging with new folks,
你开始和新的一群哥们混在一起,
and made the drug environment your new home
一群料子鬼的环境成了你的新家
This world is too cold, could I have prevented this?
这个世界太过冷漠 我是否可以阻止这一切？
Who knows?
谁能告诉我？
They convinced you that this shit was cool and hip to do
他们劝你说吸货是最酷的事情 要够吊就得这么做
Saying it would lift your mood and make you feel invincible
还说这猛药能升华你的心境让你感觉无人能敌
So you started skipping school,
所以开始翘课辍学
hanging with these wicked dudes
跟这帮渣滓混在一起
Unaware that when you got older you played a bigger fool
却没意识到当你长大以后会觉得这是多么蠢的事情
And it’s pitiful, where the fuck they at now?
可悲的是 看看那帮哥们现在身处何方？
In they mid-20s passed out inside of a crack house
他们都20多岁了还在燕子窝里吸的浑浑噩噩【crack house销售毒品或供吸毒使用的房舍 俗称食堂或燕子窝】
Back when you met them I had doubts, they put you on the bad route
当时你遇见他们时我就怀疑他们会引你走向歧途
And when you needed they help to pick you up,
现在你需要他们帮你一把
they fucking backed out
可他们一再食言消失的无影无踪
They fucking got you, I can’t lie
是的他们和你一伙 这点我无法撒谎
But now your brain’s fried
但现在你的脑壳都吸出洞了
and you don’t even act like you’re the same guy
和以前简直判若两人
Your momma told you that drugs are bad
你妈妈苦口婆心的告诉你滥用药物是件坏事
But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass,
你却一句都听不进去直到你自食其果
now you understand
现在你该明白了吧！
Now you always look like you don’t know me
我们关系越来越差 你总是一副不认识我的样子
And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie
我恨这个世界 因为药物夺走了我的兄弟
(Give me back my homie, please come home)
把我的兄弟还给我 哥们快回家吧
I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to
我真想我俩和以前一样去邻街街区瞎晃
(Where’d you go?)
你要去哪？
I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future
我以前从我想过我最好的朋友未来会离我而去
But I was wrong
但我错了
I ain’t never felt this shit before, it gets me sore
我从我想现在这样深刻的感到痛苦
I reminisce on us playing Nintendo 64
追忆起那段我们一块打任天堂64的时光
And that Christmas in ’97 we got new crispy boards
还有97年圣诞节我们一块拿到新滑板的日子【crispy skateboards是著名滑板生产厂家】
And we was doing ollies in my kitchen on the slippery floor
我们一起在光滑的地板上练滑板花活【ollies是初级的滑板技巧 正是MV(2分50秒)中两个孩子做的动作】
Shit changed and it happened quick
事情变化的是那么迅速
But I can’t forget that you was the first homie I started rapping with
但我永远不会忘了你是第一个和我一块玩说唱的伙伴
You could’ve had half of this back when I had established it
当我创立FV厂牌时你或许本应该和我一起加入
But now I have to sit and feel bad, look what your actions did
但现在我只能难过的干坐在这里 目睹你自作自受
Man you were so outgoing and so hysterical
哥们你曾经是那么外向而异常乐观
Seeing you now is just unbearable,
看到你现在令人无法忍受的样子
it’s terrible
真是糟透了
You should’ve made your choices wisely,
你本该明智的做出选择
fucking with poison ivy,
而不是吸货吸得跟毒葛过敏似的【poison ivy毒葛 植物 会产生严重的接触性皮炎 和毒瘾发作时反应很相似】
Without your brain please tell me what would your point in life be?
如果你的大脑多无法思考 那告诉我你又怎么会有生活的目标？
It’s a struggle to get your ass to listen
虽然让你听我的劝告真的很难
You really hurt me and the rest of your family with all your bad decisions
但你错误的决定真的深深地伤害了我和你的家人
We always told you that drugs are bad
我们都苦口婆心的说滥用药物是件坏事
But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass,
你却一句都听不进去直到你自食其果
now you understand
现在你该明白了吧！
Now you always look like you don’t know me
我们关系越来越差 你总是一副不认识我的样子
And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie
我恨这个世界 因为药物夺走了我的兄弟
(Give me back my homie, please come home)
把我的兄弟还给我 哥们快回家吧
I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to
我真想我俩和以前一样去邻街街区瞎晃
(Where’d you go?)
你要去哪？
I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future
我以前从我想过我最好的朋友未来会离我而去
But I was wrong
但我错了
Excuse me do ya need a ride? Looks like you’re going downtown
你需要我载你一程么？ 看上去你想去中心市区爽一发啊【这段歌词在Chris Dolmeth中一模一样的出现过】
Yes, hop in my ride, well hi, I’m Chris Dolmeth
是啊 希望与我同在 我是毒品先生【Chris Dolmeth是Crystal Meth的音近词 是把毒品拟人化】
I’m your best friend (Chris Dolmeth)
我是你最好的朋友（毒品先生）
I’m all you need (Chris Dolmeth)
我是你全部的需要（毒品先生）
If you wanna succeed, hop in my ride
你想成功么 希望与我同在
Well hi I’m Chris Dolmeth
哈哈 我是毒品先生