Die This Way

[Verse 1 - Hopsin:]
我的眼光一直是金色的
My vision has always been golden
这就是我为什么能看到天国之门开启
That's why I see the pearly gates starting to open
我没有朋友
I ain't got no friends
因为我是一个预言，喻言
Because I've been an omen, oh man
Hmmm，看看我所浸泡的敌人的鲜血
Hmmm, take a look at the enemies blood I am soaked in
凝视着我的倒影 冥想
Staring back at my reflection thinkin'
想我手中一直握着的底牌
'Bout the hand of cards I've been holdin'
当我沮丧时，我很难控制它
When I'm upset it's hard to control it
当我兴奋时，我玩弄于鼓掌
Soon as I'm fully charged, I unload it
这tm保持着马库斯如此投入
This shit is keeping Marcus so devoted
到写这些疯狂的字条并且你知道的
To writing these crazy bars and you know it
我如此镇定的喝着果汁
I'm too steady with the juice
在售货店准备好了，当我闯入 我是绿巨人
Get the booth ready, when I barge in I'm Hulk'n
我不再想加入复仇者联盟
I'm no longer with Avengers
复仇已经冰冻了我的心
Heart is frozen with some vengeance
8年了，我成了一个威胁
8 years old, I was a menace
我不能迷失在批评声中
I can't get lost in all the critics
他们没有从战壕中爬出他们就判断了（实践是检验真理的唯一标准）
They judging when they ain't crawled up out the trenches
看看碧池们，我在碧池当中挣扎（众人皆醉我独醒）
Look bitches, I'm making doe from all the bitchin'
你认为我只是在厨房烤面包
You'd think I whip baking soda in the kitchen
这是狗眼看人，是临场换人，但这是现实
It's U.P and taking over is the mission, the realest
他们应该知道这狗屎的加密 听着
And they should know the shit's encrypted, listen
我的辩解
[Pre-Hook - Hopsin & Matt Black:]
呵呵，我应该高兴，就好像所有一切都是美好的，我应该假装生命是伟大的
I debate
或者，我应该让世界看到真正的我，不隐藏痛苦的我
Should I smile like everything's good and pretend that life is great
我尝试和你们一样，对不起我不能
Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain
这样生不如死（这样生不如死）
I tried to be like the rest of y'all, sorry I just can't
啊 耶 啊 耶
I'm a probably die this way (I'm a die this way)
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
[Hook - Matt Black:]
啊 耶 啊 耶
Ah yeah, ah yeah
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way
我的心要去哪？
Ah yeah, ah yeah
告诉我为什么我会让这些炸弹爆炸
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way
我固执 甚至我妈妈都知道
[Verse 2 - Hopsin:]
我孤单吗？是的
Where did my mind go?
我就一个，这就是朋友离开我的原因
Tell me why am I letting these bombs blow
我生而无憾 尼玛 我不后悔
I'm stubborn and even my mom knows that
天哪 那天我把女友的父母骂出去了（什么？）
Am I lonely? yes
显而易见
I'm on one, that's why my homies left
他们试图证明他们女儿胡说
I live with no regrets, motherfuckers I won't repent
兔崽子，赶他们出我一点经验都没有
Man the other day I cussed my girlfriend's parents out (what?)
当时我大脑高度紧张
It is apparent now
我心中一个怪物告诉我写下这些攻击性的字行
They try to justify their daughters bullshit
如果我的胡作非为对你没有意义
Whelp, I am raw enough to air it out
草泥马 它们对我起了作用
I'm intense at times, in my mind
是的，我认为我突然自我了
There's a grinch inside that tells me to write offensive lines
如果你切开我，你发现我是充实的
If the shit I do doesn't make sense in your head
从8到18岁，一个古希腊帕诺拉玛的混混
Nigga fuck you cause it makes sense in mine
放眼世界，众生千篇一律
Yeah, I think I got a little ego
碧池我做我自己 这是你看到我做我自己的唯一方法
If you cut me open, you would see I'm full of it
我的辩解
From the 8-18, a motherfuckin' Panorama City hooligan
呵呵，我应该高兴，就好像所有一切都是美好的，我应该假装生命是伟大的
I see the whole world and everybody's looking like a duplicate
或者，我应该让世界看到真正的我，不隐藏痛苦的我
Bitch I do me, and that's the only way you'll ever see me doin' it
我尝试和你们一样，对不起我不能
[Pre-Hook - Hopsin & Matt Black:]
这样生不如死（这样生不如死）
I debate
啊 耶 啊 耶
Should I smile like everything's good and pretend that life is great
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain
啊 耶 啊 耶
I tried to be like the rest of y'all, sorry I just can't
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
I'm a probably die this way (I'm a die this way)
我没有感受到没羞耻
[Hook - Matt Black:]
我为什么要隐藏痛苦
Ah yeah, ah yeah
对不起
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way
对不起
Ah yeah, ah yeah
对不起 众人皆异
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way
没有人能告诉我
[Bridge - Matt Black:]
我是站立的仅有的黑鬼，但是这黑鬼是压倒性的
I don't feel no shame
我幽魂一样在地球上游荡
Why should I hide this pain?
火焰燃烧就像我慢慢在腐烂
I'm sorry
在这世上我无从发泄
I'm sorry
我有家人，但是我们不亲近
Sorry we're not the same
所以我通过歌曲表达我的故事
[Verse 3 - Hopsin:]
你们都想得到爆米花
There isn't much that anybody else can tell me
当我用我的思想打击你
I'm the only nigga living in my shoes and this shit is overwhelming
逍遥岛？这是你遥不可及的地方
I travel earth like a lost soul
这是斗争和痛苦
Fires burning as I rot slow
是关于我一直困于雨中
There ain't many I can vent to in this world
说实话，我不想改变
I got family but we're not close
我一直带着它到我的死处直到万物皆灭
So I tell my story through a hot song
啊 耶 啊 耶
You all know to get your popcorn
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
When I hit you with the Ill Mind
啊 耶 啊 耶
Neverland? That's a place you know were not goin'
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
This is struggle and pain
啊 耶 啊 耶
About me always being stuck in the rain
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
To be honest, I don't want it to change
啊 耶 啊 耶
I'm a take it to my death bed up until nothing remains
啊 耶 这样我生不如死，生不如死
[Hook - Matt Black:]
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way
Ah yeah, ah yeah
Ah yeah, you know I'm a die this way, I'm a die this way