Butterfly

Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
有时 真希望自己是只蝴蝶
Flying by, flying high
飞来飞去
Sometimes I have visions of suicide
有时 我能看到自杀的幻象
Take it away, help me erase
把它带走 将它抹去
Oh yea, oh yea
Oh yea, oh yea
Why don't you take it away, help me erase
你为什么不把它带走 不帮我将它抹去
Oh yea, oh yea
Oh yea, oh yea
I'm just a young nigga that noone knew
我是个无人问津的年轻人
I grew alone to be alone is nothing new
我独自成长为孤单一人 这不是什么新鲜事
With the whole world in front of me
整个世界在我面前
Wrote this song here for the bitches that front on me
写下这首歌给我面前的那些贱人
And niggas that stunt on me
和那些阻碍我的家伙
I walked the school halls they would call me a wannabe
当我走在教学楼里 他们会说我是学人精
I did the small shows that nobody would come to see
我准备过小舞台 却根本没人来看
I gave in to madness I would cave in to sadness
我向气恼屈服 我向悲伤认输
I would only imagine that
我只能幻想着
I'd become a nigga like this
我会变成一个这样的人
I'mma chase my dreams with a suicide wish
我会追逐梦想 这是我的夙愿
All these motherfuckers treat me like a side dish
所有这些混球只把我当作配菜
They come like the crystals when I'm making acid
他们像我制迷幻药时的晶体一样自然而然地出现
When I ain't had no friends I was on my grind
那时我没有任何朋友 整天做着苦差事
I cannot pretend, got my dividends
我不假装 我拿到了我的那份钱
As a middle man
作为一个中间人
Now I can make a fam I can cop a benz
现在的我能组建家庭 也开得起奔驰
Ain't no stopping him
仍不能阻挡他
Under pressure from the evils up above
承受着上方的恶魔带来的重压
Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
有时 真希望自己是只蝴蝶
Flying by, flying high
飞来飞去
Sometimes I have visions of suicide
有时 我能看到自杀的幻象
Take it away, help me erase
把它带走 将它抹去
Oh yea
Oh yea, oh yea
Fuckin' nigga you don't like me
该死的混球 你们并不喜欢我
You're just using me
你们只是在利用我
All this friendliness is new to me
这些友好的嘴脸对我而言都是新的
Who are you to me?
对我来说你们又算什么?
When them highschool parties got to jumping not including me
高中那时的趴体 我从不会被邀请
I don't trust nobody now 'cause everybody cool with me
现在的我不再信任何人 因为每个人都对我太好
But you just want what I got
你们是想要我拥有的东西
But when I needed rides never had a spot
当我需要搭便车的时候从来没有我的位置
But look at how them tables got them nice turn tops
看看他们 山中无老虎 老鼠(mice)称大王
It's time for you to wonder if I fuck with you or not
现在轮到你们去想我愿不愿意理你们
You are not, you are not
没你的份 没你们的份
Claim you're real but you are not
你说你很真诚 但你并不是
And since I left the 285 a nigga learned a lot
当我离开285 给一个黑鬼上了一课
The wicked make it in this game the real ones they do not
坏家伙们总能在人生的游戏里成功 真实的人们却做不到
So all my heros fake and all my idols false and forgot that
所以我的英雄都是假的 我的偶像都是错的 忘了吧
They're the only reason I was breathing
他们曾是我仍在呼吸的唯一理由
When I was fourteen I was thinking 'bout leaving
十四岁那年我曾想要离开
Alone up in my room with guitars every weekday every weekend
一个人一把吉他待在房间里 没日没夜
And a hand full of pills nobody knew about my secrets
还有一把药 没有人知道我的这些秘密
Sometimes I wish I could be a butterfly
有时 真希望自己是只蝴蝶
Flying by, flying high
飞来飞去
Sometimes I have visions of suicide
有时 我能看到自杀的幻象
Take it away, help me erase
把它带走 将它抹去
Oh yea
Oh yea