hurts 2 hate somebody (with Chase Atlantic & No Rome)

Exhale, I'm breathin'
深深呼出一口气
I'm tired and anxious
我如此焦虑疲惫
Girl, how'd you forget about all of these feelings?
女孩，你怎能就这么将这些感觉抛之脑后呢
I need love, I need healin', said
我渴望爱情，想要获得救赎
She said I need Jesus (Jesus)
她却说我需要的是耶稣
Oh Lord, it's the same
好吧，也许这都差不多
I'm stuck in my ways, I relapsed and repeated
我在原地打转，情况日复一日地恶化下去
Should've kept you a secret, uh
我本该对你的秘密守口如瓶的
I'm so sorry, I realize I'll never be the man you want me to be
很抱歉，我永远也成为不了你想象中的我
And if you want, you can leave
如果你想要离开我不会阻止
Just leave the drugs, you and me, babe, ooh
但是把这些drugs留下陪我吧，结局徒留物是人非

多么希望自己能够学会原谅与遗忘，重新前行
I wish I could forgive and forget
对这无可奈何的愤怒与沮丧状态已经厌倦了
I'm so sick of feeling salty
恨意也会刺痛自己
It hurts to hate somebody
有时我甚至希望我们不要相遇
Sometimes I just wish we'd never met
我宁愿从未感觉过这一切
'Cause I'd rather feel nothing
因为恨意也会刺痛自己
If it hurts to hate somebody

我努力过了，如果我想要把这感情还给她
Ah, yeah
我不想见到你，想交流就打电话吧
I'm really tryin', if I want to, I'ma give it to her
但我真的已经竭尽全力
And if you wanna meet me somewhere, meet me at the line
实话是我恨你无动于衷的模样
But I got to go and say it, "**** it, I've been tryin'"
你带给我的一切，这将是它们最后一次存在于我心中
Well to be honest with you, I hate how you never cry
这一次，也许心中的荒漠终会变为绿洲
I tried to give it, one time, I was with it
我对你是爱恨交织，你本该看到我的爱
This time, maybe desert will grow
多么希望自己能够学会原谅与遗忘，重新前行
I hate you but I love you and I really thought you should know
对这无可奈何的愤怒与沮丧状态已经厌倦了

恨意也会刺痛自己
I wish I could forgive and forget
有时我甚至希望我们不要相遇
I'm so sick of feeling salty
我宁愿从未感觉过这一切
It hurts to hate somebody
因为恨意也会刺痛自己
Sometimes I just wish we'd never met
我早该有自知之明
'Cause I'd rather feel nothing
又徒劳地希望你消失
If it hurts to hate somebody
我知道这是自讨苦吃

但至少让自己感觉好一点
And maybe I should know better
想要再次醒来时原谅你的离开
Then wasting time wishing you're dead
学会原谅，学会遗忘
I'm not trying to be clever
对这无可奈何的愤怒与沮丧状态已经厌倦了
I just wanna feel better
恨意也会刺痛自己
Wanna wake up and forget that you're not around (Go, go, go)
有时我甚至希望我们不要相遇

我宁愿从未感觉过这一切
I wish I could forgive and forget
因为恨意也会刺痛自己
I'm so sick of feeling salty
多么希望自己能够学会原谅与遗忘，重新前行
It hurts to hate somebody
对这无可奈何的愤怒与沮丧状态已经厌倦了
Sometimes I just wish we'd never met
恨意也会刺痛自己
'Cause I'd rather feel nothing
有时我甚至希望我们不要相遇
If it hurts to hate somebody
我宁愿从未感觉过这一切
I wish I could forgive and forget
因为恨意也会刺痛自己
I'm so sick of feeling salty
It hurts to hate somebody
Sometimes I just wish we'd never met
'Cause I'd rather feel nothing
If it hurts to hate somebody