Wanted To Live [Prod. By Lil Rich]

And I just wanted to live
But it was harder to give
When you ain't have it at all
My ideas too tall

'Cause I just wanted to live
But it was harder to give
When you ain't have it at all
My ideas too tall
I could see to the mountaintops from the very bottom
I done had ****** eat in front of me when
I was starving in the game

But **** I had to charge it to the game
Breaking even do you even have a dollar to your name
**** changed not really **** hot still
I still get calls like
Bro whatshisname just got killed
One thing that remain about life it gets real
I can't take for granted anything I'm making while I'm here
I done heard that I'm crazy a million times

Ey you better stop talking like that I might believe ya
But if you let him get too close they gon' deceive ya
And I need the shine as much as I need a breather
Before Monda passed he told me to spit ether
That turned me to a creature
He fighting off all my demons
I can see it when I wake up and right before I'm sleeping
So you God and me the only thing I believe in
Straight up