****ed Up

******, I just woke up
It's a new morning
Oh ******t, she's calling me
Who's this in our bed?
Why is she still asleep?
How do I ask her to leave?
Oh ******t, she's calling me
I'm so ****** up
And this girl won't wake up
How did I forget you?
After all that we've been through
Said I'm so ****** up
And this girl won't wake up
All these years that we've been through
And I killed it in a night
I killed it in a night
It's too late, I can't take it back
Cause guilt's like a stone
That I've thrown
I thought that I've grown
But I sink in my all
I'm a ruin, of good times
And all the memories
I've left behind
I'm so ****** up
And this girl won't wake up
How did I forget you?
After all that we've been through
Said I'm so ****** up
And this girl won't wake up
All these years that we've been through
And I killed it in a night
I killed it in a night
She keeps calling me
But I can't pick up the phone
She keeps calling me
But I'm not alone
She keeps calling me
But I can't pick up the phone
If she keeps calling me, I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm so ****** up
And this girl won't wake up
How did I forget you?
After all that we've been through
Said I'm so ****** up
And this girl won't wake up
All these years that we've been through
And I killed it in a night