The Initial High

[Verse 1]
Felt like I was dreamin'
Finally I had a roof and that was proof that I could do it like a He-Man
If I can make it, I'ma tell you anyone can make it
I was naked wit' no money lookin' bummy, barely breathin'
Wake up in the alley or the playground slide
Broken shoes up on my feet and I don't got no ride
Not a penny and my stomach is talkin' and tellin' me to hurry up and get to eatin'
*********** you will die
No *********** scrapin' pipes and scrap like I was Tyson
***********a what you think, I spent my whole life fightin'
Steaming up inside I'd rather hurry up and ride and put a whistle in his eye
Battle axe him like a viking
The last of my kind
I will not be here forever all I hope is that my music passes through time
The dark side is in me
I'm a demon maybe that's the reason that I always have these passions of crime
Puttin' a message in my rhyme never let nobody tell you that you ***********t
*********** 'em and you tell 'em that I said it
Every time I go and do a show they on my ***********' ***********
*********** used to tell me that I was pathetic
That's some funny ***********t ain't it?
Even saw 'em faint and plus I'm signin' *********** ***********, what you trippin' off a me?
Even tho' I look up in the mirror and I see the same *********** who was broke and dirty sleepin' in the street
Different shoes up on my feet ***********, nobody'll know
The process servers lookin' for me at my show
I might get murdered every time I hit the door
I go hamburger wit' my *********** up in these hoes
My life's been ****** everybody think it's cool, but ***********as'll never understand how I grew up
What I went through
I done witnessed all the type of ***********t that make a normal *********** just spew guts
****** in the winter, always stuck with no dinner
I really never knew when the demon did enter
It must have been the way that I was treated
Tied up and beaten, threw up in the closet with splinters
I give the type of pain I was given as a kid
I'm the one that got to sleep at night just knowin' what I did
All I saw was gunfire, ***********s gettin' hit
Bodies droppin' no-one stoppin' even though it's little kids
This the type ah ***********t I lived through
My parents never gave a ***********t, always actin' like I was a bother
So a *********** looked to the heat
Jumped in with 2 feet, *********** it now the streets is my father
No record label wanted to sign this ***********, said *********** everybody I'ma do it for myself
Put my ***********t up on the shelf and I did it with no help
Now the whole world sayin' where they find this ***********
Sleepin' in the dirt I remind these ***********s
I been doin' this ***********t so long with no days off
After fifteen ***********' years, I can finally say this ***********t here starting to pay off
A spider in the night, a once in a lifetime human being what you need a reason from me?
Reason to breathe?
Take a look into the eyes of death and homie you will only see The Last Demon!