Dying to Live

You know I've heard it said there's beauty in distortion.
我听说世间有种无法摹状的美丽
By some people who've withdrawn to find their heads
超脱物外的人们争相追寻
Now they say that there is humor in misfortune
他们又说塞翁失马焉知非福
You know I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead
我只想知道自己死后会否沦为笑柄
Why am I fighting to live if I 'm just living to fight?
如果我为战而生又何苦为生而战
Why am I trying to see when there ain't nothing in sight?
为何眼前空无一物我却拼命寻找
Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try?
为何我苦苦付出即使无人给予援手
Why am I dying to live if I'm just living to die?
如果死是结局为何我还拼死生存
You know some people say that values are subject
有人说每个人都有存在的价值
But they're just speaking words that someone else has said.
但为何他们又重复着多数人的价值观
And so they live and fight and kill with no objective.
盲目地追寻那所谓的意义
Sometimes it's hard to tell the living from the dead.
有时真是很难辨别虽死犹生与行尸走肉
Why am I fighting to live if I 'm just living to fight?
如果我为战而生又何苦为生而战
Why am I trying to see when there ain't nothing in sight?
为何眼前空无一物我却拼命寻找
Why am I trying to give when no one gives me a try?
为何我苦苦付出即使无人给予援手
Why am I dying to live if I'm just living to die?
如果死是结局为何我还拼死生存
You know I used to weave my words into confusion.
你知道我说话总是云山雾罩
And so I hope you'll understand me when I 'm through
所以希望你能从我的经历中明白这一切
You know I used to live my life as an illusion,
你知道我总是爱幻想
But reality will make my dreams come true.
但相信现实会把这一切实现
So I'll keep fighting to live till there's no reason to fight
所以我会继续斗争直到无事需要斗争
And I'll keep trying to see until the end is in sight
我会继续探寻直到得到万物的真理
You know I'm trying to give so c'mon give me a try
来帮我一把吧你知道我在默默付出
You know I'm dying to live until I'm ready to die
我会坚持到了无心愿才闭上双眼