Stan

后期：一只面条
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了 不知道为什么
got out of bed at all
我总是辗转难眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗户
and I can't see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could it'll all be gray
即使我能看清 它也是灰蒙蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的照片在我的墙上
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒着我 这不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算太坏
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了 不知道为什么
got out of bed at all
我总是辗转难眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗户
and I can't see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could it'll all be gray
即使我能看清 它也是灰蒙蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的照片在我的墙上
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒着我 这不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算太坏
rap：Dear Slim I wrote but you still ain't callin
亲爱的斯利姆 我向你写信 但你仍未答复
I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom
我把我的地址 我家里的电话都写在信末了
I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'em
我秋天写了两封信 你一定都没有收到
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
可能是邮局或者其他地方出了点问题什么的
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
有时候我总是会草草的描写地址
but anyways **** it what's been up Man how's your daughter
但又能怎样呢 管它呢 你的女儿好吗
My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm bout to be a father
我的女友怀孕了 我马上就要当父亲了
If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
如果是一个女儿 你猜猜我会取给她什么名字
I'ma name her Bonnie
我会取名为邦妮
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
我也读到了你叔叔罗尼的事 对此我深感歉意
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
我有一个朋友 因为有个女人不要他 就自杀了
I know you probably hear this everyday but I'm your biggest fan
我知道你可能每天都听到这种事 但我可是你的忠实粉丝
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
我甚至还搞到了你和Skam一起做的地下音乐
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
我的房间都贴满了你的海报和照片
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too that shit was fat
我也喜欢你和Rawkus做的那些音乐 那些音乐真是太棒了
Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
无论怎样 我很希望你能看见这封信 给我回信吧 尽快回我
just to chat truly yours your biggest fan
我们只是聊聊而已 只是聊聊天 你真挚的歌迷
This is Stan
斯坦
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了 不知道为什么
got out of bed at all
我总是辗转难眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗户
and I can't see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could it'll all be gray
即使我能看清 它也是灰蒙蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但是你的照片在我的墙上
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒着我 这不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算太坏
rap：Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote I hope you have a chance
亲爱的斯利姆 你仍然没有回复 希望有机会你能回信
I ain't mad - I just think it's ****ED UP you don't answer fans
我还没生气 我只是认为你不给歌迷回复简直太糟糕
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
如果你不想在剧场外理我
you didn't have to but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
你可以不理 但至少应该为马修签个名
That's my little brother man he's only six years old
那是我的弟弟 他只有六岁
We waited in the blistering cold for you
我们在该死的寒风中等了四个小时
four hours and you just said No
可你只是说了个不
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his ****in idol
这太太太糟糕了伙计 那个小家伙可是把你当成了他的偶像
He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do
他想成为你一样的人 他比我更喜欢你
I ain't that mad though I just don't like bein lied to
我没那么生气 我只是不喜欢被欺骗
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
记得我们在丹佛的相遇吗 你说如果我写信(丹佛：美国科罗拉多州的一个合并市县）
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
你会回信的 我在某方面很像你
I never knew my father neither
我也不知道我爸是谁
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
他总是背着我妈妈在外面鬼混而且还虐待她
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
我能在你的歌里看到自己
so when I have a shitty day I drift away and put 'em on
所以在那些心情沮丧的日子里 我就飙着车漂着移听着你的歌
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
因为只有你的歌能帮我
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
我甚至在胸口纹上你的名字
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
有时我也割开手腕看它到底能流多少血
It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
那样非常刺激 那些痛处一阵阵向我袭来
See everything you say is real and I respect you cause you tell it
看吧 你说的什么事都是对的 我尊重你 因为你告诉了我
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
我女友开始嫉妒 因为我24小时都在谈论你
But she don't know you like I know you Slim no one does
但她不像我一样了解你 没人能
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
她不会明白有着我们这样成长经历的人
You gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
你一定要回信 我是你永远不能失去的最忠实的歌迷
Sincerely yours Stan -- P S
最忠实的歌迷 斯坦
We should be together too
P.S：我们应该在一起的
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了 不知道为什么
got out of bed at all
我总是辗转难眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗户
and I can't see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could it'll all be gray
即使我能看清 它也是灰蒙蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的相片在我的墙上
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒着我 这不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算太坏
rap：Dear Mister I'm Too Good To Call Or Write My Fans
亲爱的“从不理粉丝先生”
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
这可能是我最后一次给你寄包裹了
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it
都已经六个月了 你一声都不吭 难道我不配收到你的回信吗
I know you got my last two letters
我知道你收到了最近的两封信 我把地址写得清清楚楚
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
我把地址写得清清楚楚
So this is my cassette I'm sending you I hope you hear it
这回是我要寄给你的磁带 我希望你能听到
I'm in the car right now I'm doing 90 on the freeway
我正在开车 时速90英里每小时(90英里约是144.837公里）
Hey Slim I drank a fifth of vodka you dare me to drive
嘿 斯利姆 我喝了五瓶伏特加 你说我还能开车吗
You know the song by Phil Collins In the Air of the Night
你知道Phil Collins的一首歌《The Air In The Night》吗
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
讲的是有一个人可以救另一个落水的人
but didn't then Phil saw it all then at a a show he found him
但那家伙没有去救 而菲尔看到了事件的全部过程 然后在一场表演时落水者的鬼魂找上了他
That's kinda how this is you coulda rescued me from drowning
那有点像我们的这种情况 你本可以救我
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now I'm drowsy
但已经太晚了 我早已吃下1000片助（安）眠药 昏昏欲睡
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
我想要的只是一封该死的回信
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
我想让你知道我从墙上撕下了你所有的照片
I love you Slim we coulda been together think about it
斯利姆我爱你 我们本该在一起的 想想吧
You ruined it now I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
而你却毁了这一切 我诅咒你也不安眠 我会出现在你梦里
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
我会让你在梦中尖叫着吓醒
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
我希望你的良知将你一点点吞噬 诅咒你离开我你就不能呼吸
See Slim screaming Shut up bitch I'm tryin to talk
看看吧斯利姆 闭嘴 碧池 我在说话呢
Hey Slim that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
嘿斯利姆 那是我的女友在后备箱中尖叫
but I didn't slit her throat I just tied her up see I ain't like you
但我没有切开她的喉咙 我只是把她绑了起来 看吧 我不像你一样
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more and then she'll die too
因为窒息会让她更痛苦 而且她马上也要死掉了
Well gotta go I'm almost at the bridge now
好了 该挂断了 我已经到桥上了
Oh shit I forgot how'm I supposed to send this shit out
噢 见鬼 我忘记了 我怎么才能把磁带寄出去呢
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了 不知道为什么
got out of bed at all
我总是辗转难眠
The morning rain clouds up my window
早晨的雨遮住了我的窗户
and I can't see at all
我根本就看不清
And even if I could it'll all be gray
即使我能看清 它也是灰蒙蒙的一片
but your picture on my wall
但你的相片在我的墙上
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒着我 这不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算太坏
rap：Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
亲爱的斯坦 我想尽快的回信 但我真的是太忙
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now how far along is she
你说你的女友怀孕了 她还有多久生产
Look I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
听着 我很荣幸你能给你女儿起名叫邦妮
and here's an autograph for your brother
并且我有一份送你弟弟的签名
I wrote it on the Starter cap
我把它写在了你的棒球帽上
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show I musta missed you
我很抱歉我没能在演出时见你 我一定不小心错过了你
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
不要认为我是故意地瞧不起你
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too
但是你说你也喜欢割自己的手腕是什么情况
I say that shit just clowning dogg
我在歌中说的只不过是玩笑话而已
c'mon - how ****ed up is you
伙计 你怎么能把它当真
You got some issues Stan I think you need some counseling
你的思想有些问题 斯坦 我想你可能需要些咨询
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
来帮助你不去做一些疯狂的举动
And what's this shit about us meant to be together
还有你说的“我们注定在一起”是什么意思
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
这种类型的话只会使我不想认识你
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
我打心底认为你和你的女友需要彼此
or maybe you just need to treat her better
或者你只需要对她好点
I hope you get to read this letter I just hope it reaches you in time
我希望你有机会看到这封信 希望这封信及时送到你手上
before you hurt yourself I think that you'll be doin just fine
赶在你伤害自己之前 我觉得你现在或许还好
if you relax a little I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
如果这封信能让你轻松一点的话 我会很高兴 但是斯坦
why are you so mad Try to understand that I do want you as a fan
你为什么那么生气 试着理解一下我 我确实想让你作为我的粉丝
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
我只是不想你去做一些疯狂的事
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
我在新闻上看到了一篇发生在几周前让我很不舒服的事
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
一个人醉酒驾车从桥上坠落
and had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid
把他的女友关在后备箱里 她还怀着孕
and in the car they found a tape but they didn't say who it was to
在车里警方发现了一个录音带 但他们没有透露是给谁的
Come to think about his name was it was you
试着好好想想吧 他的名字是...是你
Damn
他妈的