So Hard

(We've made it)
Having trouble speaking if shit gets so hard
Doesn't know I am, it gets so hard
Tryina stop the bleeding if shit gets so hard
Don't know who I am, I don't know why is so hard
I know I was falling, guess it felt so far
I'm still above the ground, beneath it left some scars
Tryina face it all, but this is so so so hard
Trying not to fall, but damn I fell so hard
Spend so much time just tryina get right
Didn't know what to share, it was a good try
There's Something in the bitter taste, I go blind
There's something bout my shitty chase, I can't hide
Running, running away from this
Ain't got no time, I'm never fine with this life I live
I've been crossing along the line tryina get out quick
Settling off that's where I'm fine, this is so hectic
No escape, I'm stuck in till it's over
Imagination, I'm losing all my compulsion
Really breaking, I need shit to go slower
No time to think that I'm jumping with the rope
Can barely function it's sober but looking ****ed up
So watch anxiety, panic I might just throw up
Spend the entire week-end thinking bout my thrope cut
Something that I can see tripping on my [?]
Having trouble speaking if shit gets so hard
Doesn't know I am, it gets so hard
Tryina stop the bleeding if shit gets so hard
Don't know who I am, I don't know why is so hard
I know I was falling, guess it felt so far
I'm still above the ground, beneath it left some scars
Tryina face it all, but this is so so so hard
Trying not to fall, but damn I fell so hard