alone on Xmas eve

All alone on Christmas Eve
Feel's like every other week
Smoke an O and go to sleep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Thought you said that you'd be here
**** 's the same as every year
Promises you never keep
All alone on Christmas Eve, Christmas Eve
Guess I'd be lying if I said I ain't expect this
'Cause you were lying when you said that we were special
I'm out here dying girl, you know I'm getting desperate
I'm getting desperate, yeah
Don't try to tell me that you know a thing about this
'Cause you're the worst and there ain't a way around it
You said you'd make it up to me but girl I doubt it
I ****** * doubt it, yeah
Next time, I won't let my hopes get high
I'll just stay home all alone and get high
All alone on Christmas Eve
Feel's like every other week
Smoke an O and go to sleep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Thought you said that you'd be here
****'s the same as every year
Promises you never keep
All alone on Christmas Eve, Christmas Eve
I probably deserve this
I'm such a shitty person
I thought that we were worth it
But I know that nothing's perfect
You said everything would be okay
Then you took what we had and threw it away, yeah
Next time, I won't let my hopes get high
I'll just stay home all alone and get high
All alone on Christmas Eve
Feel's like every other week
Smoke an O and go to sleep
All alone on Christmas Eve
Thought you said that you'd be here
****'s the same as every year
Promises you never keep
All alone on Christmas Eve, Christmas Eve