Exactly

I am awake
Finally unafraid
My dues are paid
Gone are the days
I displayed
No rhyme because good times could go too quickly
No reason pleased only by love
No understanding of this human species
But where
I was Begged a why with no because
And I’m exactly what
I used to be afraid
I’d become
And I’m exactly where
I used to be afraid
I’d belong
I feel like
I reflect as if
I’ve entered yesteryear
When just yesterday
I appeared to be
Somebody with no fears
Of ever growing up
I loved being stuck
Sometimes
I wish I was there
Life's not over
Its finally mine to own
My fears of the fall are gone
I had no idea
Still just me now
Anticipation of the worst was simply wrong
And I belong