Fall 2017 (What If?)

I'm sorry I
抱歉 我
I fell off the face of the earth
我失踪了
I just needed а little bit of space to be hurt
我只是需要一点空间 来承受伤痛

Cuz I don't remember who
因为我不记得 属于
Who I was before I was yours
属于你之前的我 姓甚名谁
And I'm scared of feeling better
我畏惧 感觉好转
It'll just make it worse
只会适得其反

And I met somebody new
我结识了新朋友
I think she likes me quite а lot
我觉得 她很喜欢我
But I don't think you'd like her
但我想 你不会愿意见到她
She's too over the top
她太过极端

But I think it's really charming
但我觉得 那真的很迷人
Falls asleep right in my arms
在我怀里睡着
The problem is you burned a giant hole right in my heart
问题在于 我的心因你灼烧 为你怅然若失

Will anybody ever make me feel the way
会否有人 予我似曾相识之感
You did when I first met you in fall of 2017?
重现2017年的秋天 初见你时的难忘?
Will anybody ever make me feel alive
会否有人 焕然我生机
Or will I feel this dead until the day I really die?
抑或 直至真正死去的那一天 我会否觉内里死寂一片?
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh
(Ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh)

What if nobody loves me again
要是没有人再爱我 该如何
What if I'm all alone in the end
若到头来 我还是孤身一人 该如何
Was I foolish to let your heart escape from my hands
我让你的心从我的手中逃走 是否愚蠢至极
What If nobody loves me again the way you did
若没有人再像你那样爱我 该如何是好

Did I mistake our anniversary for an expiration date
是我将我们的周年纪念日当成了大限之日
Or am I just lonely
抑或我只是寂寞而已?

What if?
若是……?