love, or the lack thereof

I close myself off
In hopes of your love
Not my fault that I crave your attention
I want your tough love
And all the bad stuff
Not the best, yeah I know, but
I check my phone
And shut it off
If you're alone, come shut me up
(Thought you were my love)
I'll dream about your fingers on me
You'll tell me that I'm wrong (Thought you were my love)
Oh, oh
I'll tell myself you'll always want me
You say, I think too much but I thought you were my love
All of my friends say, you're no good for me
I don't care, I'm aware that I'm wrong 'cause
I love attention, toxic retention
I don't care that I'm wrong 'cause
I check my phone
And shut it off (Shut it off, shut it off, h械y-hey, hey)
If you're alone, come shut me up (Shut me up, shut me up)
(Thought you were my love)
I'll dream about your fingers on me
You'll tell me that I'm wrong (Thought you were my love)
Oh, oh
I'll tell myself you'll always want me
You say,I think too much but I thought you were my love
If I'm all yours
Then take me back
If I'm all yours
Then take me back
Take me back, take me back
I want it to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly
What you see in me
What you see in me (Oh, oh)
I wanted to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly
What you see in me
Thought you were mine, love
I'll dream about your fingers on me
You'll tell me that I'm wrong (Thought you were my love)
Oh, oh
I'll tell myself you'll always want me
You say, I think too much but I thought you were my love
If I'm all yours
(I wanted to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly)
Then take me back
(What you see in me
What you see in me)
If I'm all yours
(I wanted to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly)
Then take me back (What you see in me)
Take me back, take me back, take me back